It’s been some time since I’ve sat down to write about life here in Eswatini. Not because I haven’t wanted to, but because I haven’t had the words. Adjusting to life without Ross, losing some very close friends due to various moves, and navigating a multitude of other events have left me with a kind of writer’s block. In a cloud of sadness and despair, I couldn’t write about it—or maybe I just couldn’t admit